Doctors were called, alarm bells rang,
I sat in a smoking area, shaking hands,
“What’s your name mate?” Could do with a friend
Or one more night to sit and pretend
That my end is the end to be batman drunk,
Fucked off my head, man, roll a lot o’ skunk
You sat and spoke of solitude,
Nah mate, that ain’t in the rules!
To cry out loud when no one hears?
To smash up walls, wake up in fear?
A fucked up start, a broken end
You said “blame and guilt will kill you friend”
But pretend! I like to pretend,
Spending tonz of mulla!
I’m a rocket, light me up
Watch me fly away…
Nah, not today,
It’s over, it’s over mate
I settled down and watched the sun
Rise against the tower
Higher power, is that what you call it?
Well, shit, who’d have thought it.
A year has past, the sun’s gone down
The rizzlas settling on the ground
Stuck on some chewing gum,
One last step and now I’m done
I’ll talk to you in real time now
Digest the feelings proper now
Every day gets better mate
No more fucked up sorry states
No more guilt trips when I wake
My mistakes are my mistakes
Cause I still make them, mark my words
I’m still the tropical sort of bird
But now, stepping from my cage,
The past no longer haunts my face,
You see my colours, supreme like,
Now you see me, watch me shine.